until i get over you  ----  christina milian

commentokay, really weird, shannon says we have to read sidarthor(sp?).If were in ap & i was talking to the conselours today & they said i didn`t have to read anything... So i don`t know what to do.

Well i`m trying to look for the perfect backpack. I went everywhere & all i find are ugly ones. I`m like fresh out of places to look for. I mean i don`t want to walk around the school with a really hideous backpack. That`s just plan embarassing.

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edit- yay. I got my new backpack it`s jansport. I got it at academy sports, but there was the exact same one at mervyn`s..and there`s not alot of pockets that i`m not going to use. & it`s blue. When i went i saw Brooke at mervyn`s. We didn`t talk though. And i went to walmart, needed new eyeliner, and i saw sandra we said hi and that`s all.

And i don`t have to read a book it turns out. Yeah i`m in AP, but im in english I cause i couldn`t take it last year.

becuase you live  ----  jesse mccartney

How am i? So my crying`s have stoped, for now. I`m dried up. Well, I`m still sad. But hey, i can`t change anything. Never can & never will. It`s just all of a sudden and it`s scary. Thanks for caring everyone, telling me to feel better and giving me careing voicemails, I don`t know what i would do without yall. =] & for people wondering how i am, all i have to say is i`ll be fine. It`s just for now, that i`m falling a p a r t. i mean id on't feel as bad it`s just everything is happening so fast and i don`t understand what`s going on. but i`ll be fine thanks for careing everyone. I`m starting to forget about it and just live my life and forget about everything thats going on. Well, as soon as i choose my desion, to tell yall or not. i won't tell anyone my secret. 

I don`t care if you jock&stalk me. Cause all it means is that your jealous of me. sweet_as_fcuk, i understand why your jealous but it`s okay. Now i know more people want to be like me. but sweet_as_fcuk i know your trying to be like me but your doing it all wrong stop being less a bitch.

edit- comment now, i don`t even know what to do.I stoped going to her xanga. And she still is stalking me. She keeps bringing her ass up my xanga&commenting. AM i THAT AWESOME?! don`t worry with practice, you`ll acheive your goal, to be just like me. (and i didn`t cry cause of you, oh you wish.. you want to be like me, not the opposite)

edit-see, she keeps stalking me. I told her, who cares if she takes my codes. Take them, eat them, whatever.

these boots are made for walkin'  ----  jessica simpson

Tomorrow, i have to go to the doctor and somehow im scared. Anyone want to come with me? i don`t think you want to. 

edit Just came back from the doctor..., and now i think i should cry my eyes out.

i feel like shit, i don`t know what to do but cry. I feel so stupid and so dumb and i don`t know what to do cause it`s tearing me a p a r t and i feel like i`m such a dumbass & its just hurting me so bad inside.and no one can ever understand what i`m going through, it just hurts me so bad and how great i`m about to start school with such ""awesome"" news

edit i know alot of you guys have been wondering whats up with me. i mean i haven't been picking up my cell phone as much and talking to people or just hanging out. its just i don't feel like i should tell neone yet. i think i should just wait and see what i should do. but don't worry some of you guys will know. theres really nothing to worry about. for now. im guess im just scared

went up to garland today. it was so hillarious cause me and eric got caught and one of the construction workers were asking us "why are you guys here?" and i said "eric,this isn't jack in the box?!" and the guy was just "like across the street over there"... and we left...

my cell phones fixed.what happened my dad didn't pay all the bills he was short $12.58

i was reading brittney's xanga and  she put on her xanga how UA8 use to sell edible condoms... and i can't imagine how that would be. cause people would just go around eating condoms...